-I have an average of C in 3 of my classes
-Im sick
-And I gained a lot of weight/fat
My dad always tells me that when I get bad grades, that he disciplines me for my own good. I know I'm supposed to get good grades for me. But I just don't get motivated when it for me. So I make myself think it's for my parents. So when I get a bad grade, I get awfully upset because I feel like I let them down. Does anyone feel like that? Recently, they let me go to Dorney park with my friend, but now I feel like I let them down. Therefore, I cried after I came back from school. Then fell asleep.
Sickness... Oh how I hate being sick. I was in my chorus class and my voice was completely gone. I couldn't sing, but everyone on the soprano side has very soft voices and I'm usually the one to sing out. But today I couldn't, and my teacher kept on telling us to sing louder. Like, can't you see I can't sing today?!
For no reason I've been getting fatter. Make because of stress...? I don't know but it's making me more depressed.
Officially A bad day. :(
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